There's a moment in every man's relationship where he feels that familiar tightness in his chest, that instant defensive response when his partner's energy shifts toward him with what I call "the poke." I was on Melanie Curtin's podcast recently talking about this exact phenomenon that so many guys have experienced but maybe haven't named. You know what I'm talking about. Your partner comes at you with some energy, and you can feel it. Maybe it's a comment, maybe it's a tone, maybe it's an actual question like "where are you right now?" And suddenly your system goes into defense mode or you start lawyering up to explain yourself.
What we unpacked on this episode is what's really happening underneath that dynamic. The poke is usually just a call for presence. Your partner is picking up on something, some disconnect, and she's trying to orient to where you actually are. If she can feel that she's more aware of your internal experience than you are, that's actually disturbing to her nervous system. She needs to feel you in your experience, grounded and real.
We talked about how this shows up everywhere, not just with romantic partners. My daughter does the same thing. If I'm checked out on my phone or half present, she'll act out or demand attention. It's not manipulation. It's just her system trying to get me to actually land in the moment with her.
The real shift happens when you get proactive about this instead of reactive. When you can tune into yourself and bring presence forward before the poke even happens. That takes practice. It takes building your capacity for interoception, for actually knowing what's happening in your body and being able to share that. Most of us weren't taught this. In fact, we were often taught the opposite. But it changes everything when you start doing it.
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